I haven’t blogged in a month, a bloody month. I could say it’s down to the fact that I’ve been on holiday for two weeks and I simply haven’t found the time, but that would be lying, and seeing as we’re all adults around here, I might as well just say (and be honest) that I simply haven’t wanted to. Not that I don’t enjoy writing my blog, I do, but I seem to have had the severe case of a writer’s block, which you fellow writers will understand. To be quite honest, I don’t want to churn out any old sh*t that I don’t feel confident about to publish and doubting whether anyone will like it, or read it.
Before I went on holiday, I vowed to myself that when I come back, I will be on it. On it with my blog, on it with my NCTJ diploma course, on it with my job, and just generally on it with life. That hasn’t happened, as you can tell. Ever since coming back from my hollybobs, I have felt SO unmotivated. I guess when you’re on holiday you’re in a bubble and you don’t seem to think about adult life back home, then when you do come back, it hits you with a smack in the face and you end up walking around aimlessly like a little lost puppy; which is how I feel at the moment. Someone please pull out the violins right now, so I at least feel some kind of sympathy? Before this gets too deep, I’m going to end it there, because no one likes a girl feeling sorry for themselves; but also, I have a lot of planning and sh*t to get done to sort my life out.
Anyone else struggle to keep up with their blog – tips please!
Lots of love,